Mind: what are you doing? Are you of your senses? I think I am working pretty well for you to behave like this.
Heart: why what have I done? I am just talking to him.
M: yes, but you know, what is going to happen.
H: no, I don’t know and neither do you.
M: no dear I think I am smarter than you. I know how this is going to end.
H: stop being pessimistic.
M: I am just being rationalistic. He is going to talk to you for a few days and then just suddenly he will be out of your sight and you will be shattered, once again, disappointed in yourself for trusting someone and depending on someone, emotionally yet again.
H: why, couldn’t it be otherwise?
M: I think you have seen enough to realise that by now. My friend I am not your enemy. This is just a reality check for you. Stop it here. Or else the consequences are not beautiful. He cannot be trusted and you have been broken enough, it could be you last survival hit. Do not trust on your intuitions again, they have never been helpful. Just believe that not everyone is made for that kind of love, or friendship if that is what you are trying to say next. Please, I can’t see you being broken again, the healing is process is long enough and it also terminates a lot of my works. And, all of this just for one person? Why do you want to trust again, open up again, confide in someone else yet again only to be wrecked once again? Why?
H: But why not?
PS: Since love is in the air, a little something of my mind and heart’s confusions I have almost for every other person. Hope it’s worth your time. If nothing else just humour yourself.
Love.
Moushmi Radhanpara 
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