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Lost!

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I have been off lately, from blogging, from WordPress for which I don’t even have a specific reason.

It all started a while ago when I started drifting off from everything, even the things which gave me pleasure, started boring me. I don’t know how it started, but somehow it all led to me being a complete static person. I wouldn’t say I was too busy working, or studying, I was simply occupied with my day to day work, from which I could take time out for everything, even blogging.

BUT THE PROBLEM IS, I DIDN’T DO IT.

I DID NOTHING.

I wouldn’t say I was away from work too, no, that didn’t happen. Everything kept going on as it should, but only without interest and my heart in it. Life moved on, but I wasn’t truly happy with what was  happening.

My friends and family of course thinks all is well because by now I have mastered the art of deceiving my feelings in front of them. My social life too seemed pretty active which these days, make people believe that the person is all right!

So when I logged into WordPress to find so many people concerned about my absence, I was truly touched. I wouldn’t say I am good now, the process of recovery is still going on. But I am way better than I was a few days ago.

What happened? I don’t know!

I just lost the motivation to do anything in particular. I have been simply sulking, having lost the vigor to do anything. This anything comprises from blogging to studying to even talking to people.

I hope to get out of this mood soon enough. I hope to find my path soon.

But before that I truly thank you all for even considering my absence in your thoughts.

 

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31 responses to “Lost!”

  1. ESP xtruck Avatar
    ESP xtruck

    Keep writing even if you dont post, the paths wont have a choice but open. Looking forward to getting bombarded with all the welled up content.

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      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much. I definitely intend to keep writing 🙂

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  2. cseveneaj Avatar
    cseveneaj

    I sometimes feel this way too… Like everything seems loose… And you just stoo caring about things… you don’t even know where these feelings are comming, but you just know you’re sad, and lost…
    It’s so irksome sometimes because even if you want to be happy already, the negative feeling inside you, eats you up, and you’ll feel sad all over again…

    But still, words of encouragement and love from people will really help… Just don’t loose hope…😉❤❤

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      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so very much for understanding my feelings so well. I haven’t lost hope.
      And I am glad for your presence.
      Thanks again,
      Much love 🙂

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      1. cseveneaj Avatar
        cseveneaj

        😄 you’re welcome Moushmi… if you want to talk, I’m always here… you can contact me anytime. ☺

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Thanks dear 🙂

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  3. Smitha V Avatar
    Smitha V

    Welcome Back Moushmi. It’s good to have you back. All of us have gone through this phase at some point in time. So don’t stress too much. Just know we love your writing and look forward to seeing your posts. Stay motivated and blessed❤ and pray for peace!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks a lot Smitha.
      This really means a lot 🙂

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  4. Sifar Avatar
    Sifar

    I was in this mood for long until doctor suggested to go for vitamin d test…its deficiency is one of the most important reason of such sulking and depressed mood for no reason…and it turned out i was really deficient in it!! So maybe something similar for you? Not eating properly or lack of nutrients could be one reason!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      May be you are right,

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