My Very Own Peccadillo.

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I don’t know love

I don’t know how it is to be loved

But I know how to love

Day in and day out-

Giving my all.

I am a woman, pining for love

Waiting to be touched;

To be held in your arms, to be

Kissed.

The soft murmur of your eyes-

The hoarse voice; I am only waiting.

I don’t know love

I don’t know how it is to be loved

For I am full of distortions

Queerness, you may say.

But everything I own is mine

And mine alone.

I am whole and yet incomplete

For I don’t know love.

I am a pleaser-

A sinner.

I am my own beloved

I am the betrayed.

I have joys, I have aches.

But they are all mine,

Mine alone.

I am I.

For I don’t know love

I don’t know what it is to be loved

But I know how to love______


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38 responses to “My Very Own Peccadillo.”

  1. themoonlightreverie Avatar

    This is probably the best thing that I’ve read today !
    Its just beautiful. ❤

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Oh, thank you so much for reading this and such a warm comment.

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      1. themoonlightreverie Avatar

        It is my pleasure 🙂

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  2. Jyo Avatar

    Beautiful write up !!

    Like

  3. soniadogra Avatar

    Such a lovely thought. If you know how to love you also teach how to love.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks so much dear.

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  4. Thought for Change Avatar

    🙌

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      😀

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  5. Adi Avatar

    Just one of the best piece of craft🌼

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks Aditi.

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  6. samyak singh Avatar

    You said like Monica Geller there,no pun intended.😄🤘🏻

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Hahaha, thanks

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  7. Shantanu Baruah Avatar

    Wow – whatever you are, a desirous soul indeed – you are slaying it these days – brilliant poetry

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you. I am just trying to slay, you know 😉

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      1. Shantanu Baruah Avatar

        And you are doing a fab job 😊

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hahaha

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      3. Shantanu Baruah Avatar

        😊🌸

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  8. Sifar Avatar

    The mysterious ‘love’!! You said it all so well…the wait for love which never comes though one is full of love to give! Never experienced it and dont know how it feels yet still know the feeling of giving love … to love with complete passion…giving everything which one knows will make the person feel loved…awaiting forever…like bursting dams awaiting for flood gates to be opened…like an artist who has learnt his craft well but is waiting for the muse and the means! The endless wait….the rising emotions!

    For I don’t know love
    I don’t know what it is to be loved
    But I know how to love_
    👌 👌

    I think this one should be included as well!!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks, I will see what I can do. I do think, personally I will add this, but who is ever going to publish my work, that is another case altogether. 😀
      Thanks so much for the support though.

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      1. Sifar Avatar

        There will be someone to publish it…and im so looking forward to it! And a signed author’s copy is what i have in mind for myself 😀

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hahaha, if it ever gets published? You got it!

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      3. Sifar Avatar

        Oh it will be for sure!!
        Thanks!! 😀😀

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  9. boundlessblessingsblog Avatar

    I so agree totally with your true words, Moushmi. An amazing thought captured in its essence of love.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks so much.

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      1. boundlessblessingsblog Avatar

        Welcome Moushmi.

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  10. Yasmin Khan Avatar

    Poignantly beautiful ❤

    And she gradually forgets how to love as she has never been loved😊

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      You line breaks my heart.

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