What I think v/s what I say

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My mind: oh my God, I am really in trouble. What am I going to do about my job, about my studies, about my life?

Me: oh! I am fine.

My mind: the world is so complex, if only I could understand its elements. That would be so nice. Has God really lived a life of human? Who was the first human being in the planet? How come no one else has any doubts about anything and I keep wondering stupid questions about earth and planet and stuff?

Me: oh no! It’s okay! Everything is simple; I know Adam and eve were the first humans on planet.

My mind (when reading a book): oh my! This character is so intense. She is always confused and falls in love with almost every other person. She is so strong that her words might just fashion holes in your heart. I am in love with this character; I wish I could be just like her. I could do anything to be like her. If only I would have the patience like this woman, oh well but I don’t. So is it possible that I remain single all my life unlike her? Oh no! That can’t be I will do all my best to be the best like her. I will be strong and adamant, confident and, and whatever she is, but I will not fail. Sure I will not.

Me: oh this character is so beautiful and strong, I wish I could be like her.

Well, I think you get what I am trying to say. Can any of you relate to this? Please tell me. Or is it only me that do things like these? I wish I could dredge up something more from my memory but I can’t. This is the most that I could remember and recall. But is it too difficult to remember everything? I mean every time I am in a fight I would ponder about saying things like this. !$#%$^Y^**&(^&^#$# but would end up saying something like <”?>. oh if only I could do something better.

Sometimes I would think of writing about something and in my mind there would be 10 thousand thoughts and judgments but what I’d end up writing would be a small and rudimentary article on the topic.

Oh dear, help me.

PS: I think this is some small joke played on us 😉

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35 responses to “What I think v/s what I say”

  1. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
    PoeticW@rrioR

    HAHAHAHA… It’s not just the problem with you but even with me… 😀 😀

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar

      We are on the same boat, I hope we don’t go drowning one day.

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      1. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
        PoeticW@rrioR

        If “WE” are on the same boat then instead of drowning

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      2. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
        PoeticW@rrioR

        We could take each others help and support to sustain the journey across the sea…😊😊

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      3. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar

        We might.

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      4. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
        PoeticW@rrioR

        😁😁

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  2. 187puneet Avatar

    I can completely relate with this post. Mind exaggerates everything while I try to keep myself calm.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I know.

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  3. buddy71 Avatar

    It is only you that has the problem. Lol. 😉 😉
    Sometimes it better not to say what one is thinking.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar

      And some other times it would help if only you would say something, but then my mouth wont cooperate with my mind.

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      1. Voulaah Avatar

        you’re right my dear
        thnak you for sharing
        kisses

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I am glad you like it.

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      3. buddy71 Avatar

        🙂
        Oh my mouth should not always listen to my mind. 😉

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        And why would that be?

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      5. buddy71 Avatar

        Because I say things that may/should not be said at that moment.

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      6. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        That happens with a lot of people.

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      7. buddy71 Avatar

        Yes and trouble follows

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      8. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Oh is it? Am I troubling you?

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      9. buddy71 Avatar

        Do you want to be trouble? Lol. 😉
        Some “trouble” can be of the good/fun type and can lead to some positive endings while others can lead to not so positive endings. You are not troubling. 🙂 at least not in a negative way. Lol.

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      10. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Thought so!!😆

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  4. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
    PoeticW@rrioR

    Hi there, I would like to let you know that I have nominated you for a sunshine blogging award. Please peep on my blog and see the questions, I would love for you to answer.
    Appreciated.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      This comment of your went to spam!! Anyways I did answer to your questions.

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      1. PoeticW@rrioR Avatar
        PoeticW@rrioR

        😅😅😅
        It’s ok…

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  5. dipesh901 Avatar

    This is the same struggle that i go through with.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar

      I think I am finding my kind of people here.

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  6. Zinni Avatar

    Mind uses it mindfully.. while the actions need you to be patient

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I agree.

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  7. shubhamsingh Avatar

    Good

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  8. Gbolabo Adetunji Avatar

    It’s a constant struggle between us and our minds. Nice post.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much dear. 🙂

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  9. MinionSays Avatar

    Hi there moushmi .. thanks for following my blog.. 🌼🌼☺😊kooking forward for your posts. 🌸🌸💜

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      The pleasure is mine too.

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  10. youniverse Avatar

    DAMN!!!! I can feel this!! Happens to me every time. My thoughts are fucking messed up.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      HA HA HA
      Aren’t all of us are stuck up here ?

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      1. youniverse Avatar

        Yep. Sad life!

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