I stood there stumped, knowing not what to do, I had no idea what was happening, what was all the fuss about? The people around me were exhilarated, but why? I was at a party or a gathering, but why? Everything seemed chic and elegant, people sipping red wine, women bothered with their dresses, men seemed to be discussing on serious issues and in the end was an elevated stage, and someone was announcing my name. Oh! my name but why?

I stood there defining myself in the dark crimson evening gown holding onto my clutch and the phone, trying not to smudge my make-up. But as usual I embarrassed myself in front of everyone as the tears trolled down my kohl outlined eyes. I started walking towards the stage, took just a step ahead when someone blocked my way. A woman, she was holding a book in hand and as I look bewildered she thrust it towards me and also gave me a pen, but why?

I heard my name being announced yet again. I smiled and walked with tears in my eyes, trying to stop them, but why?

The woman stopped me again, an asked me to sign the book, but why? I saw the book and I couldn’t just contain myself. I lost all control. I cried and laughed, all at the same time. The book cover had my name on it and I just needed to sit down to get control of myself, but why?

With shivering hands I signed the book and the moment I returned it, I woke up; but why?

Why did I have to wake up?

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74 responses to “Why?”

  1. Sreepriya Menon- inspired living Avatar
    Sreepriya Menon- inspired living

    Hope your dreams come true soon . All the best

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much dear.
      Though to me it is quite far fetched.

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      1. Sreepriya Menon- inspired living Avatar
        Sreepriya Menon- inspired living

        Even if its far..its yours….

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        That is so true.
        Right, wrong? Good, bad? Possible, not possible- however the dream is it is mine, wholly and completely.

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  2. exoticnita54 Avatar

    Some dreams are so real..

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I know!!
      They are the exact replica of your open-eyed dreams, aren’t they?

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      1. exoticnita54 Avatar

        Yup.. sometimes we daydream away our reality…
        and we can only wish for our dreams to come true

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I know,
        And such beautiful dreams, they just raise our hopes 🙂

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      3. exoticnita54 Avatar

        Hopes are wonderful…
        they are so motivational…

        Just keep on dreaming my dear..

        Most things accomplished start with a dream..

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Yes without hope there is nothing in life for me. It almost feels empty without it. So my hopes are always on, I never know when I may achieve something beyond my imaginations.

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      5. exoticnita54 Avatar

        You can and you will..

        It will become reality if you hope and dream enough..
        don’t don’t ever stop

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      6. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I will never stop.
        Thanks for giving that push that on needs every now and then 🙂

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      7. exoticnita54 Avatar

        You are welcome my sweet girl

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  3. houstonphotojourney Avatar

    How beautiful – never stop dreaming and going for it!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Exactly, and I am not going to stop.
      I’ll keep dreaming until I achieve it. 🙂

      Like

  4. Akhila Avatar

    Oops.. It was a dream.. Why did you wake up then..missed it

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      These alarms sure go off on the wrong time and what’s worst you wake up by their noise though on the other days the whole house wakes up by your alarm, but you.

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      1. Akhila Avatar

        He he.so true.. breaking sleep when we really didn’t want..

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I know. Half the time I am not able to sleep but just when I want to sleep a little longer at least just to get on stage, I had to wake up. What a shame 😀

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      3. Akhila Avatar

        😂

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  5. Sonal Dugar Avatar

    Well written!!! I wish god hadn’t been so partial…giving you numerous wonderful dreams..!!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      He may have been partial these few days as I am having these wonderful dreams, but honestly rest of the time I wake up alarmed and stunned at what I saw with my close eyes and seldom do I get such beautiful dreams.
      Anyways, thanks a lot for reading it. I totally appreciate responses to my posts. It makes one feel that someone out there is reading what you write. 🙂

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      1. Sonal Dugar Avatar

        Definitely!! I am always waiting for your posts because I don’t know 🤷‍♀️ but I can relate them with my life… your writing can display all sort of emotions which is a difficult task👍😊

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Thank you so much dear, what you said just now means a lot to me. And about emotions well I have a lot hidden inside me which has never been shown to anyone and it comes out here as my blog posts. It is just wonderful when someone reads them and appreciates them so much. So the pleasure has to be all mine.
        Thanks a ton 🙂
        PS: I have tried going to your link but it fails every time, so have you deleted it or wordpress just doesn’t want me to read your blog?

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      3. Sonal Dugar Avatar

        Thankyou!! I’ll just see to it😌

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      4. Sonal Dugar Avatar
        Sonal Dugar

        You can check it now dear…😊

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  6. Rupali Avatar

    If you can dream it, you can do it 🙂 Good wishes to proceed!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      That was well said, thank you so much for that.

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  7. Shaggy Avatar

    I am sure you gonna live that dream……
    And we all will be talking bout how amazing your book is…….
    Loads of luck for that……
    🙂

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Hahahaha
      I hope so but that is a far away dream now. Still, thanks a ton for your luck. 🙂

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      1. Shaggy Avatar

        Ooho!!! Far away?? Okay!!
        What do you do now btw?!!!

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I am pursuing a Masters degree and also freelance when time permits me.
        By the way, how about you? What keeps you busy?

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      3. Shaggy Avatar

        Ooh!! That’s really nice!!
        I am doing internship in a stock broking firm, and planning for my masters from DU!!!

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        So you are from Delhi? Or will go to complete you studies there?

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      5. Shaggy Avatar

        I am from Bhilai……. Chattisgarh……
        The one famous for steel plant…….

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      6. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Oh yes I know just where it is, somewhere near Raipur.
        So do stay in Delhi for your internship? Or will go for your further studies?

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      7. Shaggy Avatar

        Haha yea, it’s close to raipur…….
        No, I am in bhilai right now…..
        Wanted to go to DU after my 12 but my melodramatic family just wouldn’t let me, they were all like, beta ab business kon sambhalega( and there’s no business I tell you, it’s just a saree ki dukan) ab ladka door ja k rehna chahta hai….. OmG
        So now after 3 years, it was my turn to be dramatic, sone dialogues from 3 idiots and they agreed…..
        😀
        😀
        😀

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      8. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        HAHAHAHA
        Okay that’s like a regular story at my house too.
        It’s good that they agreed with or without the dialogues for what you want to do. It’s good if you find your interests there and if not then this saree ka dhandha to hai hi na sambhalne ko..
        just kidding. I hope you find truly what you want.

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      9. Shaggy Avatar

        I am trying for philosophy……..
        Idk if it works well if not then,
        Dhandha toh hai hi 😀 😀
        Btw where are you from??

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      10. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I am from Jamshedpur,
        (Any chance that you know this city?)

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      11. Shaggy Avatar

        Ooh…. Have heard about it. Steel plant…. And besides a very distant cousin of mine, jinko hum pyaar se chinu bhaiya kehte hain 😀 lives there……..

        So we are the steel kids…….. Same pinch…….

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      12. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hahahaha
        Then so we are, the steel kids as you call it 😀

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      13. Shaggy Avatar

        😀

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      14. Shaggy Avatar

        Wasnt Udaan filmed there??

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      15. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Yes, mostly.

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      16. Shaggy Avatar

        Don’t mind the late replies, exams are on so I am just a bit tight on schedule

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      17. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Oh I don’t mind anythiing dear.
        It’s just the same here. Too burdened with my assignments here.

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  8. navvirk Avatar

    Dream big and your dreams will come true

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Well the hope is on. 🙂
      Thanks for stopping by and reading this post.

      Liked by 1 person

  9. aruna3 Avatar

    Amazing.dear

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much for reading 🙂

      Like

      1. aruna3 Avatar

        Welcome dear.

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  10. Sandhya Avatar
    Sandhya

    So beautifully written, Moushmi!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much dear.
      I appreciate your reading it and leaving behind your thoughts.

      Liked by 1 person

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