Deafening myself

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I slammed my bedroom door with a thud deafening myself to the conversation going outside in the living room. I switch on the television and turn up the volume to make others believe that I am occupied. Putting off the lights of my bedroom I subside to a calmer corner, the gallery in my room. I callously throw a bean bag to a corner, slump on it and yet again make myself oblivious to the loud television.

The only thing that boosts my energy is the soothing wind blowing after the tormenting rain and thunder. Everything seems calm now, hiding the gone pandemics. Whatโ€™s gone is gone, why bother oneself with it?

There in the dark corner of the patio with shadows of light from my room and a little disturbing noise from the television, I sat motionless, closed my eyes, sighed heavily and went on to plan my next day. I didnโ€™t even realise when I drifted into sleep, when it was already the next day, the scorching sun was shining on my teary face and the bean bag was desperately waiting to be released of my heavy weight.


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39 responses to “Deafening myself”

  1. chaos-xd Avatar

    After every sad night comes a bright day awaiting our smile!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Yes, very well said.
      And the bright day indeed came by, but swept away soon enough to realise that it was beautiful sunny morning.

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      1. chaos-xd Avatar

        Most definitely! โœŒ

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        ๐Ÿ™‚

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  2. deaththelifestory Avatar

    interesting. What is the weight?

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Hahahaha
      Not that much though ๐Ÿ˜€

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  3. uneasycalm Avatar

    ๐Ÿ˜ฆ
    Hope you are alright now!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks a lot dear.
      I am all up and about now. ๐Ÿ™‚
      Wish you a great day.

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      1. uneasycalm Avatar

        Glad to hear about it! ๐Ÿ™‚

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        ๐Ÿ™‚

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  4. kalyansparks Avatar

    Sleep is the hypnosis program which is given by nature

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      And I am truly thankful for that, at least that is the time when I can turn off all my problems and literally be in my dreamland.!!
      Otherwise the reality ain’t pretty pink all the time.

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      1. kalyansparks Avatar

        Yeah..you are right

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      2. kalyansparks Avatar

        Happy ugadi .it’s Like gudi padwa .

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      3. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Same to you dear.
        Hope are having a great time. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  5. shehannemoore Avatar

    Ah, the places we all go to. Brilliantly captured x

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much for leaving behind such a pleasant comment below. I truly appreciate it. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  6. Akhila Avatar

    Hmm,, got it why you called it as a bad week in my introspection post…how are you doing now…talked to someone?

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Hey dear, I am all good, nothing to worry.
      Probably just wining over my problems too much. Wasn’t I? But as I said I am all good now. Just a little break would do me good now, but I am too occupied.

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      1. Akhila Avatar

        Be occupied always, make yourself busy..that’s my motto.. now I feel you are also like that

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Also like that? Like what?
        Please elaborate
        And yes I have the very same motto. I keep myself busy with anything that comes my way. Something or the other has to be done, if nothing I rad, if bored then I take out all my books from the book shelf and clean them out, air them, and after that I go out on a date with one of them to a coffee house. ๐Ÿ˜€ But God, something has to be there apart from the mundane stuff, or else my mind is always ready to overtime.

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      3. Akhila Avatar

        As i meant as my motto..i hope you also would like to be engaged always…

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Yes, always!!!

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  7. voulaah Avatar

    I really hope that you’re alright now dear
    kisses

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Oh don’t worry dear, I am all well.
      Thanks for the concern.
      Hope you have a wonderful day.

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      1. voulaah Avatar

        Yes dear, you are very welcome
        Have a very nice day
        Kisses back to you

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  8. houstonphotojourney Avatar

    I hope things are better for you now ๐Ÿ™‚ – thank God we get a new day each morning!!! Hugs!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks dear.
      All is okay now. And I don’t know how would we survive without the ‘next day’.
      It sure brings a relief.

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      1. houstonphotojourney Avatar

        Glad all is well in your slice of the world ๐Ÿ™‚

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        ๐Ÿ™‚
        Thank you.

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  9. thewritewomanblog Avatar

    After the darkness of night, comes the light of yet another day. New opportunities, new hope and fresh ideas – a second chance to living life again!
    Hope you feel much better now, Moushmi.

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Hey dear, Thanks for the warm comment.
      I honestly appreciate it.
      But just as the sun cannot be hidden for long so cannot my excited and upbeat self. I am all okay and good to go. Things haven’t changed overnight but my strength has, and I ma good to handle them. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      1. thewritewomanblog Avatar

        That is great, Moushmi. Cheers to that!

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hope you are doing good too. ๐Ÿ™‚

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      3. thewritewomanblog Avatar

        I am super, thank you! Hope you had a good Sunday.

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        I sure did ๐Ÿ™‚

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  10. Sweta Ojha Avatar

    Not every day is a new start, some just proceed numbers but each day is definitely yours and how you make out of it. Lovely work. ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thanks for the praise dear. I totally appreciate your being here.

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      1. Sweta Ojha Avatar

        A pleasure always. ๐Ÿ™‚

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