Emptiness

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Seated at the study table I booted my computer. The empty page blinked at me when I typed โ€˜Writerโ€™s blockโ€™. That is what we call it, donโ€™t we? I kept staring at it, the brightness blinded my eyes but I kept ogling at it anyway trying to decipher what to write. My mind worked out nothing. Precipitously, I shut it down and emptied another cup of coffee.

I opened my journal, thinking that may be pen and paper wouldnโ€™t blow me off. I scribbled a few words again and then just before I would edit it, I scratched it off. I scratched I all off. It had made no sense, neither the writing nor my feelings.

Just before the thought of writing it all down, my heart and mind were racing through thoughts, they had wanted to scream out each and every feeling, to drain out all negativity, to refill with a little optimism and just when I accompanied them neither the pen, nor the computer assisted me. So after another hour of empty journal and yet another cup of coffee I stood up and went out in the fresh air.

 


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34 responses to “Emptiness”

  1. voulaah Avatar

    great one, thank so much dear for good sharing
    Kisses

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Always a pleasure dear.
      Thanks for the visit.

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      1. voulaah Avatar

        you are very welcome

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  2. drkapadiad Avatar

    Emptiness.. it’s actually fullness.. overflowing emotions.. that creates BLOCK.. physics also applied to emotions..
    sometimes you want it in a specific certain form.. n when u don’t get it that way.. u feel its ” writers Block ” ..
    Nice writing.. keep it up ๐Ÿ‘

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so very much dear; I really appreciate your relpying to my posts.
      Mich love dear

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      1. drkapadiad Avatar

        Thank you ๐Ÿ‘

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  3. houstonphotojourney Avatar

    Sometimes we just need to take a break ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I know, i undesrtand and it sure helps sometimes.

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  4. kutukamus Avatar

    I guess it’s only fair
    That every now and then
    The best thing to do is getting out of the lair ๐Ÿ™‚

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I know. It is the best thing. And i am glad that I could try my best.
      Thanks for the visit.

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  5. Fab Writings Avatar

    Writer’s block is a demon, that can only be killed by the sword of “wandering outside” haha… I hope your pen doesn’t reject you next time. Rejection hurts, I know… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      It does hurt but then rejectuon gives you strength. So the next the time you try evwn harder. May be it was trying to teach me the same.

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  6. Sifar Avatar

    I can so relate to it!! Happened so many times!!

    “Aaj khayal aaya ki dil pe biche kaaton ko pannon main itaar doon lekin,
    Lafz nikle to they toote hue, siyaahi nikli to wo bhi laal. “

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Wow.
      You sure do have the knack of shayaris.
      I love all of them.
      Thanks for the read and sorry for such late replies.

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      1. Sifar Avatar

        Where had you gone!! Hope everything is ok with you!! I was wondering why you are not coming….np with late replies at all as long as everything is ok with you! Thanks for loving the shayaris ๐Ÿ˜Šyour appreciation motivates me a lot!!

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      2. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Oh I was just at a family friends wedding.
        Aaahhh Indian weddings, you might know the stress!!!

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      3. Sifar Avatar

        Oh ok ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ sounds fun! (excusing the stress!) ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      4. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hahaha
        It was extremely fun, I agree ofcourse barring the stress. Finally relieved though.

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      5. Sifar Avatar

        Great!! … Now enjoy the peace! ๐Ÿ˜Š

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      6. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        Hahaha
        I sure will. What about you?
        All good with you?

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      7. Sifar Avatar

        Read your question a second time and realized nobody has asked this to me for a while now!!! So not used to answering it ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ … haha…i remember writing a blog post on this once!! (Yes even on this!!!! ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„)..http://wp.me/p6apPb-3y
        Im good now…was sick for the past couple of days hence late reply!

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      8. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
        Moushmi Radhanpara

        No problem dear.
        It’s good to hear that you are feeling better now.

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      9. Sifar Avatar

        Thanks! ๐Ÿ˜Š

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  7. Akhila Avatar

    Ha ha. Finally it’s not empty dear..

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I know.
      Was just trying to fill out the void.

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  8. Mary Brearley Avatar

    They say just write. Anything when you have block: perfectly written though!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      Thank you so much.
      And that is what i was trying to do exactly- write when there is nothing to write.
      Thanks for giving it a read.
      Much love.

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  9. excellence Avatar

    Emptiness ! Wonder Thought , but it is not permanent , we fill it through our different different colorful activities!!

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    1. Moushmi Radhanpara Avatar
      Moushmi Radhanpara

      I agree with you.
      We do have a lot of colours to fill out the cacant space.
      Thanks for appreciating.
      Much love.

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  10. lanashon Avatar

    Great post. Thanks.

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